It finally dawns on me that in human nature, the moments of extreme grief occur when a loved one passes away. If you have never seen someone cry before, this is the time where you will see them cry. No one wants to see their loved one die. To take it even further, no one wants to see their children die. As a parent, it is extremely sad when your child who is younger than you passes away who is supposed to live past your own life time. Our Father understands this and takes his love to the extreme and sacrifices His own son to show that he knows grief to the extent of seeing his one and only son whom he loves very much, die on a cross in the most excruciating way. This is how he has shown his love and understanding for us. He has shown us that He too experiences grief, grief that can almost be the worst of all; one that is extremely heart wrenching and tragic. He loves us that much that he also suffers along side us in our life on earth. Not only Jesus suffers when he died on the cross but also the Father suffers in his grief for his one and only Son. For God so loved the world.
I find that I have been discovering a lot of truths in the past year. It's been annoying knowing that I have been believing in certain lies for so long. But those lies won't trick me anymore. I know a little bit more now of Satan's constant lies. Sometimes I feel like I am lying to myself. Sometimes I feel like believing in a lie would be better and easier for me. I guess that's why they say the truth hurts. And I know that Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life. He calls me through the narrow gate full of truth. There are no lies down this path. A wide path can be full of millions of lies. But the narrow path only holds a certain number of truths. But its good in a sense that I know the lies. Because now the truth looks much more beautiful. And I know how unfulfilling those lies are. How naive I was. How much more now I must pray for wisdom. Not wisdom in a sense to be smarter than others, but...
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