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Its kind of obvious to me now why Jesus talked to the tax collectors and prostitutes.

My heart is hard when I think I am doing the right thing. Self righteous and unable to admit my wrong. Although, if you are humble and know you are a sinner, it is easier to turn to God.

These sinners were probably more open to change and more receptive to the voice of Jesus. There was less skepticism and more faith. Less doubt and more affirmation.

Funny that God doesn't even really need people to be skilled and smart or any kind of talented. Ironic is how we always think we need to be.
All he needs is for us to be open, willing, and humble. Shouldn't this be easier to strive for than skills, wisdom, and money?

Yet I am constantly blinded by carnal desires and somehow I think I have some kind of status. Lame
So help me God to have a heart and mind like a tax collector or prostitute of present day. We are all the same

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